1m/1m oil, acrylic, ochre on canvas

Does the not-existing past look the same as the not-existing future? Gone into nothing versus appearing from nothing? What does the actual going/appearing look like?

Hollowman fills up with water
It’s the idea of life that troubles him
Not life itself . He spits out
A plastic bottle
And gets on the bus called JESUS with a
Gold loan
Locker facility

I could say what this painting suggests to me pictorially, but that’d be like listening to someone else’s dream